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AWWW.
i'm going to miss seeing him soooo much on tuesday-thursday.
he was the only thing that i looked forward to.
you wouldn't believe it; i was bawling my eyes out. i'm such a baby.
it was like someone died, not someone leaving a tv show.
just thinking about it makes me cry.
i'm really damn sorry if this sounds obsessive.
uhm. i guess i'm just a serious die hard fan.
don't call him gay; it really pisses me off.

fuck.
why did he have to leave?!
he cracked me up, and he just brightened everything up. :[[
he knew how to have a good time.
and need less to say, he was gorgeous.
and he has amazing vocal skills, he didn't sing to his full potential like he did during his audition and hollywood week!

he's still going to make it big.
watch.
he better not give up.
i want him to come out with a CD NOW!

it's so loser like for me to write something like this,
but i just had to let it out.

i'm rooting for ramielle(spelling?) now.
she's great, too.
it really broke my heart to see her break down like that. :[

dA wise:
i don't really feel like submitting any art. i'm really loosing interest in graphic design.
i really don't think it's for me anymore. :[ i want to pursue with my dreams; fashion industry, medical, ect.
anyways, school's coming up on monday. i obviously get no spring break. it's time to get back into study mode.